Just believe

From "Believe" by Staind

Believe in me

I know you've waited for so long
Believe in me

Sometimes the weak become the strong
Believe in me
This life is not always what it seems
Believe in me
Cause I was made for chasing dreams

With this powerful lyrics, I will introduce my blog anew. As I sat out to become a blogger, it was with the strong encouragement of an person in my past. It was founded and started at a point in my life, where I was in turmoil. I still am in turmoil, but now the end of these chapters come to a closing.

The first ever blog post was a confused, young husband,  whom tried to make good of his promise to his wife. I am really a shamed of it, in the rear view mirror, But I wouldn't change it. It is, as with many of my other experience, the ground of my personality. I wrote it ad a time, where confusion and self created chaos was ever present.

This blog, is the end to the beginning of my new found life. I plan to write about my experiences, as going from being a minor doubtful member of the LDS and single, to more doubtful member and in a relationship, then led to a marriages and shortly after leaving the LDS church. I have then have the Idea, that I would like to tell my story about how feeling split into pierces and trying to redefine your self, while trying to lead a marriages life. The study and then in the end the final tip of the ICEBERG which gives me new life, that I am trying to live for the first time, according to my own conscience and peace of mind. I hope, that who ever read this, might find some recognizing of their own experiences, but hopefully not to many.

I invite you ind, to join up with me, on a trip that shock mt foundation, that got me split, torn, twisted, fried, bend and hopefully in the future mended

As for closing off, this my first set of hopefully many blogs, I will re-quote the previous song from Staind 

Believe in me
Cause I was made for chasing dreams

I am meant to believe in a higher deity, and mine is of the Christian faith, I am meant to believe in my own powers, I am meant to believe in my family, I am meant to believe in my friends and I am meant to chase dreams and catch them

Enjoy the Music & thanks for reading 
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"Believe" by Staind

I sit alone and watch the clock
Trying to collect my thoughts
All I think about is you
And so I cry myself to sleep
And hope the devil I don't meet
In the dreams that I live through

Believe in me
I know you've waited for so long
Believe in me
Sometimes the weak become the strong
Believe in me
This life is not always what it seems
Believe in me
Cause I was made for chasing dreams

All the smiles you had to fake
And all the shit you had to take
Just to lead us here again
I never have the things to say
To make it all just go away
To make it all just disappear

Believe in me
I know you've waited for so long
Believe in me
Sometimes the weak become the strong
Believe in me
This life is not always what it seems
Believe in me
Cause I was made for chasing dreams

Its my life
Its my choice
Hear my words
Hear my voice
And just believe

I sit alone and watch the clock
Trying to collect my thoughts
And all I think about is you

If you believe in me
Life is not always what it seems
Believe in me
Cause I was made for chasing dreams

Believe in me
I know you've waited for so long
Believe in me
Sometimes the weak become the strong
Believe in me
This life is not always what it seems
Believe in me
Cause I was made for chasing dreams